{"id":1151,"date":"2023-07-18T00:18:07","date_gmt":"2023-07-17T20:48:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/?p=1151"},"modified":"2023-08-06T16:58:27","modified_gmt":"2023-08-06T13:28:27","slug":"%da%98%d9%88%d8%b1%d9%86%d8%a7%d9%84-%d8%b4%d9%85%d8%a7%d8%b1%d9%87-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/?p=1151","title":{"rendered":"Journal No2"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/b1e1f43a-bd44-40b4-86cc-e67449d64b12.jpeg\"><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1157\" src=\"https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/b1e1f43a-bd44-40b4-86cc-e67449d64b12-300x300.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/b1e1f43a-bd44-40b4-86cc-e67449d64b12-300x300.jpeg 300w, https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/b1e1f43a-bd44-40b4-86cc-e67449d64b12-1024x1024.jpeg 1024w, https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/b1e1f43a-bd44-40b4-86cc-e67449d64b12-150x150.jpeg 150w, https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/b1e1f43a-bd44-40b4-86cc-e67449d64b12-768x768.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/b1e1f43a-bd44-40b4-86cc-e67449d64b12-600x600.jpeg 600w, https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/b1e1f43a-bd44-40b4-86cc-e67449d64b12-1536x1536.jpeg 1536w, https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/b1e1f43a-bd44-40b4-86cc-e67449d64b12.jpeg 2048w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p dir=\"ltr\" style=\"text-align: justify;\">I sat at my desk, surrounded by books and notes, desperately trying to focus on my studies. But as usual, my mind was a chaotic whirlwind of thoughts, swirling and colliding, leaving me in a perpetual state of confusion. I was an overthinker, constantly plagued by worries and what-ifs.<br \/>\nThe weight of my responsibilities pressed heavily upon me. I knew I had to work hard for my future, but the constant stream of thoughts devoured every ounce of my attention. Brain fog clouded my mind, rendering me incapable of grasping even the simplest concepts.<br \/>\nI would try to motivate myself, to muster the strength to conquer the overwhelming thoughts. I closed my eyes, took deep breaths, and attempted to quiet the storm within. But it was a futile battle, for the thoughts only grew louder, drowning out my attempts at focus.<br \/>\nTime ticked away, and I watched the hours slip by, my frustration mounting with each passing minute. I yearned for clarity, for a moment of respite from the incessant mental chatter. That&#8217;s when I reached for my last resort.<br \/>\nWith a sigh, I rose from my desk and made my way to the kitchen. I reached into a drawer and retrieved a small bag of dried herbs. Their pungent aroma filled the air as I rolled one into a makeshift cigarette. I lit it, inhaling deeply, allowing the smoke to fill my lungs.<br \/>\nAs the smoke enveloped me, a sense of calm washed over my restless mind. The thoughts, once overpowering, gradually receded to the background, their intensity diminishing. My racing heart slowed, and I could finally breathe.<br \/>\nIn that moment, I found peace. The herbs provided a temporary escape, a brief respite from the relentless onslaught of thoughts. For a while, I allowed myself to relax, to exist in the present without the weight of the future pressing down on me. But deep down, I knew that this was not a sustainable solution. The herbs were merely a Band-Aid, a temporary fix for my overactive mind.<\/p>\n<blockquote dir=\"ltr\"><p>&#8220;Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.&#8221; &#8211; 1 Peter 5:7<\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I sat at my desk, surrounded by books and notes, desperately trying to focus on my studies. But as usual, my mind was a chaotic whirlwind of thoughts, swirling and colliding, leaving me in a perpetual state of confusion. I was an overthinker, constantly plagued by worries and what-ifs. The weight of my responsibilities pressed &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/?p=1151\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Journal No2<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1151","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-1"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1151","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1151"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1151\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1190,"href":"https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1151\/revisions\/1190"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1151"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1151"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hossein.id.ir\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1151"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}